On my friend's doorstep at 6:40, ready for Tai Chi.
Spend the next hour breathing, moving and balancing. And not worrying. Thank you Godde.
Walking with Beloved for 40 minutes, followed by coffee at our favorite place. Lovely.
Office: filled with people needing to fax, needing to copy, needing to talk, needing generally. All morning.
Lunch with my ex-husband, to tell him of my plans to come out... so that he can be aware, and be there for my children if need be.
An hour with Beloved in which we have a massive fight, one of our worst. Topic: lunch with my ex-husband. Is The Ex Cecilia's friend or not? Discuss.
Back to the office, following sundry errands which will please my daughter. Work feverishly to prepare for....
A meeting with the church governing board, from which I am excused so that they may discuss me with representatives of our regional governing body. (No, I haven't come out yet. This is other stuff. Good stuff.)...
In between having terrible, horrible, no good, very bad phone contact with Beloved. (Sample: "Did I say I'm sorry? I changed my mind.")
Cookies being passed around at meeting. They smell good. Especially to a girl who's, you know, kind of pissed and anxious right now.
Streak of pain across the middle of my back... more Tai Chi?
Counting the hours until I can sleep.