I am so grateful to have all your lovely and supportive comments.
But I am also sort of... ambivalent about the last two posts.
I do not, in any way, intend to convey that I have "figured it out." This is such an incredibly complex matter, and so intensely personal, and, frankly... sometimes the attitudes of "saved" 12-steppers sticks in my craw just a little bit.
Interesting metaphor for a woman with food issues, no?
What I want to say is, I'm living by grace... it doesn't feel at all that this has been my doing, that I get or deserve kudos... though, natch, I love it when I do.
Every day is a gift. Let's just leave it there.